Wednesday, August 1, 2012

And then there was one.

We completed our last day of lugging around makeshift measuring equipment around villages under the hot sun and torturing our interpreters last Thursday.  Transportation via hospital vehicles has been fickle; you could say that we waited three days for our ride to finally come and take us to where we needed to go to get the last of our data.  We then spent the weekend sitting on the porch from early morning to late night crunching data, designing charts and graphs, and building a preliminary report which we finally presented to the hospital’s Chief Medical Director on Monday evening.  We still have more data analysis to do back in Boston once we can get in the lab, but for now, we are proud of what we’ve been able to put together so far!  And for the first time, we have been able to analyze our very own collected data.  That is something.


We have continued to visit the post-surgery patient in town.  I got to see a doctor pull what seemed like a hundred staples out of her leg the other day.  And I have cleaned and redressed her wound twice.  There’s a first time for everything!  

Last Friday, Shelley, two visiting pediatric physical therapists, and I rode tap-taps into Cap-Haitien and walked across town to visit Missionaries of the Poor, a lovely, large, church-based compound, run by Catholic Brothers from around the world, that holds an orphanage for children and a nursing home for older adults.  The majority of the people that stay there have special needs and have nowhere else to turn.  It is amazing what the brothers are able to provide for these people.

So, now it is time to say my see-you-later’s.  Shelley left this morning to return to Boston and I’m the last remaining survivor of the Tufts gang!  I fly tomorrow morning to Turks and Caicos for 5 days for an indulgent island getaway and some intermediary reverse culture shock. 
Leaving Haiti is bittersweet… My time here has been very challenging and emotional at times, but also fun and inspiring.  The people and the landscape of this region are truly beautiful.  I suppose I won’t miss the constant itching and sweating, and sleeping in a tiny, rocky bed under a mosquito net.  But there are so many things that I will miss when I leave.  The warmth and hospitality of families in the villages.  The ability of the people to smile so often and keep a sense of humor despite their hardships.  The food, of course.  Wearing scrubs (pajamas) to work every day.  The stunningly beautiful children.  Meeting new friends.    Even the bluntness of the Haitians’ curiosity when they ask things like, “Why is your voice like that of a small child?” (This coming from one of the head administrators at the hospital.)
This has been an incredible learning experience.  We have only lightly scratched the surface in our 2 months, but I feel like I have seen and learned so much about what it is like to do field research and to work in Haiti.  I think I can speak Creole now about as well as a 4-year-old Haitian!
The poverty, malnutrition, and illness here never ceased to be overwhelming.  One of our faculty advisors told us once that we may often feel completely helpless, but we are here to bear witness.  For the first time in my overseas travels, I have been able to spend a large amount of time in the community and close to its people.  And for that reason, this blog has been much heavier than the others. 
I can understand how it might be difficult to not lose hope here.  The public health problems here can seem insurmountable.  But I have great appreciation for and take some comfort in the small, gradual, individual successes that we have seen.  I saw little Linda, behind in physical development by a year, stand up on her feet for the very first time on Monday.  She was being held by her foster mother and maybe took just a step or two, but we were ecstatic.  Sadly, beautiful little Rosie has not been thriving even with the formula and special bottles. However, we have been trying today to make arrangements for better care for her, and I’m hoping to hear soon after I leave that things are in place to guarantee her recovery.  And I couldn’t think of a better way to end our time here than one last visit to Children of the Promise to see the children and of course little J… who has gained plenty of weight!  He is healthy and plump and handsome again, likes to play, even gave us a couple sneaky smiles, and will be ready to go home in a month or so.  As his sponsor, I’ll fortunately get updates about his progress after I leave.  I couldn’t be happier or more grateful right now about how well he has recovered.  It is miraculous what proper care and treatment can do.
 
It can be hard to know whether you can really make a difference in Haiti as one person.  But I do know for sure that I will come back. 
Until then, n’a we pita, Ayiti.
See you later, Haiti.  Hopefully soon.